Childhood Fear
Like any other children, one of my childhood fears is darkness. When i was a little kid, every time when people were talking about darkness or i went to any places which is dark, the first thing that came into my mind is ghost. Doesn't matter the place is partially or entirely dark, the only thing i know was, wherever is dark there is ghost. I dislike darkness and I was afraid to be in a dark room especially when i was alone. Imagine, what if a ghost appear in a sudden and grab me from behind when i'm in a dark room alone? Or, the ghost hide under my bed and pull me down when i'm sleeping? Nobody is going to save me. Somehow, i believe that ghost is afraid of light. Therefore, every night before i sleep, i always make sure that the small wall lamp in my room is on so that i would be safe from the ghost. I would never go to bed without my sister.
Besides, I am afraid of height. To be more precise, it is roller coaster that i'm fear of. When i was small, i heard of many ghost stories or scary stories about roller coaster. People's heads got stuck in the middle of the ride, the roller coaster train or the passengers fly off. And there are so many horror movies about roller coaster, for example, final destination. Well, honestly, i have never watch any of the horror movies. But i already feel disgusted and scared after listening to the story. When i look at the roller coaster, i will start to think, 'what if i'm so unfortunate to encounter like what was shown in the movies? I don't want to die at such a young age, especially in such a horrible tragedy.' Not only that, i always think that my heart is so poor that it cant bear the speed of the roller coaster. I would get a heart attack before it even reach the climax.
When i was a child, i was also fear of dolls especially the baby dolls with extremely humongous head. In the day, they look very adorable indeed. You can do whatever you want. Comb their hair, change their outfits, play with them and even talk to them. But at night, there's a different story. Just look at their huge, scary eyes staring at you no matter where you go. What if they become like chucky? Therefore, i never play with dolls. Every time when i see a doll, i will hide it at the bottom of my toy box.




